I don't know what I am anymore. Who I am anymore. I've put up such great defenses against all the world that my heart has grown so hard. Everything thing I've worked toward, all the time that I've been labeled as a heartless bitch, I grew hard, so I could take the scorn. Now when I am faced with something that I think I have wanted. I shove it away? I honestly shove it away? With my so perfectly perfected sarcasm. I can't wrap my mind around someone seeing me in a different light. So now, something long waited for, I brutally massacre. Stab it right in the heart, where mine ceases to be. I am truly a heartless bitch now, and no one is here to save me.